Hmmm

Grateful for a really productive day Grateful that we made it to St. Louis and back safely. So there is a saying: are you the chicken or the pig? the egg or the bacon? one is involved. one is committed. i think about this a lot i want to be the pig more often. why does it feel exhausting to be so committed to certain things. i watch my husband. he is a pig. he really commits when he makes a decision to do something. not always. we all have some chicken in us. but i admire the way he immerses himself in a problem, task, hobby, purchase (large or small-new wallet or new house) i struggle with so many decisions of all sizes. afraid of regret before i even choose. maybe im at a time in my life where a lot of stuff feels very overwhelming.??? what if i choose wrong? i feel like im rambling. just wanted to put those thought down.